window shopping
2 jackets from Esprit caught my eye. but i preferred the 2nd one that i saw. it is white in colour, and it looks a little bit rugged. it's quite me, i think. the other one needs to button it all the way up then it will look good.
birthday shopping/wish/gift list:
- that esprit jacket
- giodarno khaki pants
- wallet
- that pair of reef slippers?
- sling bag
- new spectacles
- that pair of reebok shoes
really want that jacket from esprit. anybody has esprit member card? so that i'm able to get discount for buying it. lolz...
birthday greetings
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JONATHAN GAN!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMANTHA QUEK!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSHUA LEE!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSICA CHUANG!
anybody else i misses out on the first week of May??
one more day of rest...
this shall be a random post.
i wanna have a dalmatian plush toy collection. i love dalmatians. who will buy them all for me?
isn't this adorable??
and... God has been good. He is at work.
To the 125th Presbyterian Anniversary tambourine dance people: Great job done you guys. All your practices have paid off. Take a good rest and focus on studies now.
It was indeed a genuine Presbyterian service of hymns. No drums, no up tempo songs, no clapping of hands. Plus, mandarin was overpowering the english, and we were kinda lost with that. Or at least, i was sorta lost.
Birthday lunch with Doc John & family at Bedok, with Papa Mike, 2 Auntie Susans, Uncle Anthony, Joni, Uncle Fat Fat, Auntie Irene, Auntie Doris, & my family. Ate so much, cuz i think we were all hungry after the 2hr+ service at the SIS. For 2 years, Doc spent his birthday with the Hope family. I remembered last year, we(14 of us youth) treated him to Fish & Co at Suntec City. Bet he will still remember how we surprised him at the restaurant.
I know you guys are keeping me in prayer. Without it, i don't think i'll be able to survive till now. Meet up for drinks is fine for me anytime. When i have the time for it, that is.
Slept from 0000hrs till 1300hrs yesterday. Woke up and ate something. Went back to sleep again, due to a slight headache. All the way until 1800hrs. That was a total of close to 17hrs of sleep! Something which i kinda missed doing. Slacking in bed, sleeping and dreaming.
It's almost 0100hrs. I should be going to sleep. For it's going to be quite a long day.
Every brand new week, i wish/hope/want it to be good. But it doesn't seem to be good at all. I'm trying (really trying) very hard and trying my best to put in the effort for things to work. I'm not the sort who gives up so easily. I want the 'never say die' spirit that keeps me going. I may be blur at times (or rather, most of the times), it would take me a couple of times to finally understand it. All i need is time. I know myself that i'm slow at picking up new things that requires thinking. But for practical things which i can see how it should be done, i do not have much problems with it.
Well, time changes things. Time itself is progression. Time can be fast or it can be slow.
Patience is needed with time for changes to take place. Somethings, just cannot be rushed.
All things take time to grow.
For me, i'm growing at a very slow pace. Just be patient with me. At least for another while...
on a cold monday night, i thought to myself...negative thoughts
i feel i am useless.
i feel i am a good for nothing.
i feel i am not good at anything.
i feel like i am a failure.
in fact...
the heavens "cried" today.
and so do i feel like crying.
am i born to be a leader - to lead and not be led??
why is it so hard for me to express my thoughts and what i have to say?
do i care too much for myself, thus being "in a world of my own" and not bother about the existence of others?
why am i so quiet, so timid, so shy? is this who you know?
i just won't learn my lessons. no matter how many times it happened.
somehow or rather, i am not myself. i want myself back! i want an identity! what is my identity?
my phone has been very silent. who cares about sending messages to me anyway??
i'm just an non-existent figure. except when needed.
drowning it away with an iced,cold tiger.
i have a sudden crave for pinoy food.
Adobo. Sopas. Jollibee. Max's chicken. Halo Halo.
That's all i know and they're what i feel like eating.
Anybody wanna cook them for me??
I will learn cook Sopas.
Let my walk speak loud
And my words be true
Let my life be whole
With my eyes on you
Lord I'm stepping out
From the comfort zone
Letting go of me,
Holding onto You
Freedom comes
When I call You Lord
You are Lord my God
You are the centre of it all,
The universe declares in awe
Your majesty
I surrender all
I make you
The centre of my life
Lord, I respond with all I am
you placed in me the song
Of heavens melody
Your Majesty
I live to sing Your song
I have found Your peace
It replaces any fear
You have done it all
I can trust in you
So I'm stepping out
From the comfort zone
Letting go of me
Holding onto you
This is your song not mine
It is your song that bring healing to this land
This is your song not mine
It is your song that brings feedom
Freedom comes, when I call you Lord
Freedom comes, when I call you Lord
You are Lord, my God
You are the song
You are the majesty
I live to sing your song
Your majesty
I live to sing Your song
-Centre Of My Life by Hillsong
Yes Lord. Help me to make You the centre of my life. Help me step out of my comfort zone. Help me to improve. Help me to change my laid back attitude.
Lord, mould me into who You want me to be.
Am i being stupid?
What's in for me?
Is that what i really want?
I know i'm a major disappointment this past month. I don't express it even though i really do feel bad about it. That is just so me, being totally oh so cool about it. Oh well, just got to let time prove it all.
Oh, and i ate like a glutton today. Had 'hor fun' and pasta for lunch. Ask those who were at lunch with me, they were shocked at how much i ate then. Lolz... I hope to be able to eat like that everyday. Haha!!
just got to trust in Him
a brand new week, another brand new beginning. i'll just have to start afresh once again.
but this time, i will commit it into His hands. for i know that, i have to just trust in Him to get things going. i'll lift up whatever i do unto You. help me to remember that whatever i do, i do it for You and You alone.
i will survive this week.
with His strength, i know i will.
Isaiah 12:2 - I will trust and not be afraid. The Lord is my strength and my song.
Jeremiah 29:11 - For I know the plans I have for you. Plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future.
Proverbs 16:3 - Commit to the Lord whatever you do and your plans will succeed.
Psalm 102:1 - Hear my prayer, oh Lord; let my cry for help come to you.
Proverbs 3:6 - Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding.
i couldn't find a song that can see me through the week. hmm...