i bought a sunflower to make someone happier.
and i am proud of myself for just doing that. it was the first time ever that i thought of doing that for somebody who felt so low.

i don't know why the sunflower though. maybe cuz sun equates happiness? though it is a flower, and it will soon perish. but at the end of it, the reasons for giving it were well thought.

at this point, i know you needs lots of love, support and care. i don't know who else will be around for you. i'll try my very best to make you less miserable.

i can only be your sunshine when you are around. when we depart, the same sunshine girl is not there.

if only things were different...



8/20/2009 12:58:00 AM |



i don't know what happened to over the weekend or today.
i don't know why you wanted those pictures taken, by me and not someone else.
i believe there is a story to it. but since you didn't tell, i can't help but wonder and guess. 

but, i just hope that it is not what i imagined. 

whether pleasant or not if you should tell me about it, i will keep mum of what i heard. i trusted you with my little secret, i am sure you will do to.  

right now, i just hope you will feel better. let me be the sunshine that brightens up your day. 

*loves from me*

8/17/2009 11:54:00 PM |