cheryl shall refrain from msn-ing people who don't quite like to have proper conversations.
wonder what have i been up to lately?
nothing much actually... found something educational to do though, that is, downloading drum instructional videos and learning how to play them.
besides that, also been spending time playing the driving theory trial questions that i had subscribed for. yup... 3 weeks to the test, and i hope to be as prepared as i can. i would not want to screw up on the first try.
nothing exciting that happened too. except i almost went to visit ex CCA when the term tests were on. thankfully i made a decision to inform conductor roughly what time i will appear, and she replied by informing that there was no CCA due to the tests. lolz... i would be a sotong if i had gone back oh...
rrright... my week supposedly was packed this week. but the above was scrapped and there had been no alternative plans for the day, i stayed home. trying to download like movies, and boy it took me freaking long to download just 1 movie.
and so i had "kopped" Iron Man and Ip Man from a friend. and i can finally say "I HAVE WATCHED IRON MAN!" ok ok, i am kinda lagging behind in my movie watching. but at least i managed to watch it! next to watch will be Ip Man... and then when i get Slumdog Millionaire, whoot...
and yes, highlight of the weekend was the retreat a few of us went to. and boy... it was quite a torture i would say. i think i gave more negative feedback than positive ones. but the people we met were quite nice.
oh yes, there were suppose some meeting with old school pals, but i could not make it cuz of the above retreat. but i did meet up with another close school pal and her partner though. we had fun just catching up and talking about stuff. we 2 should meet more often like this. haha!!!
i want to be a kid again - going to the science centre, visiting the zoo... these are 2 things that i would like to do. anybody would like to join me? =D
nothing much actually... found something educational to do though, that is, downloading drum instructional videos and learning how to play them.
besides that, also been spending time playing the driving theory trial questions that i had subscribed for. yup... 3 weeks to the test, and i hope to be as prepared as i can. i would not want to screw up on the first try.
nothing exciting that happened too. except i almost went to visit ex CCA when the term tests were on. thankfully i made a decision to inform conductor roughly what time i will appear, and she replied by informing that there was no CCA due to the tests. lolz... i would be a sotong if i had gone back oh...
rrright... my week supposedly was packed this week. but the above was scrapped and there had been no alternative plans for the day, i stayed home. trying to download like movies, and boy it took me freaking long to download just 1 movie.
and so i had "kopped" Iron Man and Ip Man from a friend. and i can finally say "I HAVE WATCHED IRON MAN!" ok ok, i am kinda lagging behind in my movie watching. but at least i managed to watch it! next to watch will be Ip Man... and then when i get Slumdog Millionaire, whoot...
and yes, highlight of the weekend was the retreat a few of us went to. and boy... it was quite a torture i would say. i think i gave more negative feedback than positive ones. but the people we met were quite nice.
oh yes, there were suppose some meeting with old school pals, but i could not make it cuz of the above retreat. but i did meet up with another close school pal and her partner though. we had fun just catching up and talking about stuff. we 2 should meet more often like this. haha!!!
i want to be a kid again - going to the science centre, visiting the zoo... these are 2 things that i would like to do. anybody would like to join me? =D
i consider most people i know as friends.
do you consider me as your friend too?
i feel like an additional piece of jigsaw puzzle, which does not fit anywhere, cuz the picture is already complete with the right puzzle pieces. or maybe, i am like a lost sheep?? would the lost sheep be finally found one day?
i dislike loneliness.
when will i be able to find a specific group of people whom i can hang out with and have fun?
do you consider me as your friend too?
i feel like an additional piece of jigsaw puzzle, which does not fit anywhere, cuz the picture is already complete with the right puzzle pieces. or maybe, i am like a lost sheep?? would the lost sheep be finally found one day?
i dislike loneliness.
when will i be able to find a specific group of people whom i can hang out with and have fun?
what am i missing out really?
hurray! i finally got the pair of black berms i wanted for quite a long time. it's nothing special, but i just needed a pair of new berms lah... been looking for the pair that will catch my eye, and finally today i managed to.
here? there, or there?
oh where, oh where... something sounds good. but my mind's not made up. *sigh* i am so close to getting what i have dreamt and longed for. but now, i do not know what is stopping me from saying yes.
just thinking about the things, people and stuff that i have to leave behind, i do not know if i can let it go. or, will people accept the decision i made?
so close, just so close to be able to have what i have wished for. let's just weigh the pros and cons among the 3 possibilities, and from there will i find the answer.
thank you and you for sharing the plans that you are trying to work out, in order to help my future. thank you also for sharing part of your lives with me. you are really a friend, sister whom i can rely on and share my woes with.
365 days later
at last, it has been 365 days exactly. a year ago on this date, i started working. now a year later, i am a free person again.
what feelings do i have? relieved? sad? refreshed? i don't know...
what plans do i have? hmm... let's see... pack room, re-organise furniture, install new furniture, etc... work wise... let's see what comes along or what is there. anything that can get money, i would be willing to do. of cuz, it has to be a decent, righteous job. =)
alright, thought that i can sleep in later on my first day to relax. but no, got to get up early and get out of the house for breakfast then church. mom has got meeting, plus the next couple of weeks will be like this... there will be training for the March holz VBS. but i think it'll be fun though. so no regrets about it.
hitting the sack. bye...
at last, it has been 365 days exactly. a year ago on this date, i started working. now a year later, i am a free person again.
what feelings do i have? relieved? sad? refreshed? i don't know...
what plans do i have? hmm... let's see... pack room, re-organise furniture, install new furniture, etc... work wise... let's see what comes along or what is there. anything that can get money, i would be willing to do. of cuz, it has to be a decent, righteous job. =)
alright, thought that i can sleep in later on my first day to relax. but no, got to get up early and get out of the house for breakfast then church. mom has got meeting, plus the next couple of weeks will be like this... there will be training for the March holz VBS. but i think it'll be fun though. so no regrets about it.
hitting the sack. bye...