meaning of sunday
sunday has lost its meaning. at least to me.
there is no life when church ends. there's not much options for me to choose - either lunch with parents or to the same usual place for lunch with the kids. after that. it's a "where to go next" question.
i hate to be alone. nobody knows me. nobody knows i exist.
i'm tired of just having a meal, and then head home to sleep the entire afternoon. it's not a day i would like to spend it unproductively.
i have mixed feelings.