oh,
over dinner this evening with some ladies, we had so much laughter. very fun... how i wished everyday will be like this where i can be happy all day long.
indeed, laughter is the best medicine on earth.
and i taught 2 young girls how to use excel today.
oh my goodness...
for the past 2 weeks, i have been eating eating and eating!! there will be more eating to be done in the next month, and then the month after too. really got to get daily running started man...
why are there times of the year where we can be eating and eating for long periods of time?
why are there times of the year where we can be eating and eating for long periods of time?
highlight of the day
i was a "calefare"... LOLZ...
extra-ed as IT support staff at a 10min meeting, which was quite retarded. pretended to know stuff and took notes for action. lolz...
laughter is the best medicine. J and i had laughed so much at her newly acquired x1 phone, that had a faulty on/off button, unstoppable scrolling of contacts, and others. we just laughed and laughed at those stupid things. oh, someone was trying to call and look for a person named "Ah Kun", but the office had no such person. we then cracked a Ya Kun Kaya Toast joke from there on. it was really hilarious.
off to emerald hill for drinks then. more saddening stories of Diamond the dog who is now being abandoned at J's house with bad skin condition. i'm praying that a kind-hearted and responsible person will be sent to J and willing to adopt the poor pup. i wish i could save it from further torture, but i can't.
home thereafter for dinner with the rest of the clan.
i'm suppose to get my starburst gummies from my auntie today, but she forgot to bring them to the house. nevermind, i will wait. =)
got a fairly busy week ahead. so yay...
extra-ed as IT support staff at a 10min meeting, which was quite retarded. pretended to know stuff and took notes for action. lolz...
laughter is the best medicine. J and i had laughed so much at her newly acquired x1 phone, that had a faulty on/off button, unstoppable scrolling of contacts, and others. we just laughed and laughed at those stupid things. oh, someone was trying to call and look for a person named "Ah Kun", but the office had no such person. we then cracked a Ya Kun Kaya Toast joke from there on. it was really hilarious.
off to emerald hill for drinks then. more saddening stories of Diamond the dog who is now being abandoned at J's house with bad skin condition. i'm praying that a kind-hearted and responsible person will be sent to J and willing to adopt the poor pup. i wish i could save it from further torture, but i can't.
home thereafter for dinner with the rest of the clan.
i'm suppose to get my starburst gummies from my auntie today, but she forgot to bring them to the house. nevermind, i will wait. =)
got a fairly busy week ahead. so yay...
*phew*
had a busy week playing host to 6 members from the Doulos ship. it has been a little bit tiring, but i am enjoying every bit of it. no matter how tired i am, the smile will still be on my face, cuz it is something that i enjoy doing - being around people and being of help.
the 2-day camps have gone pretty so far as of now. on the average of 10 youth per day. there are still 3 days to go, and i just enjoy sitting there watching the youth learn. of cuz, i too learnt some lessons and tricks.
oh, the entire week, i only had dinner at home 1 day. tuesday had dinner with the team then went down town to pick up my adapter. the service there sucks by the way. wednesday, accompanied the boys to take bus to the airport for dinner with SP. thursday, went to attend a meeting after work. and friday is CG, then went to the airport to pick up my auntie and little cousin who flew in from melbourne. special Doulos programme for Powerhouse+ and then went dinner with the team at Eastpoint.
yupz, that was how busy my week was.
one thing to be happy about is that - my auntie is here with my cousin!! yay!! happy happy and jumps around!!
i shall be zonking off soon. and i will be doing something stupid tomorrow for someone. *giggles and more giggles*
thought of the day: i want my life back.
OH GREAT AND WONDERFUL...
MY MACBOOK'S POWER KAPUTED ON ME!
IT DIED JUST WHEN I TOOK OUT THE BATT AND LET IT RUN DIRECTLY A.C.
BRILLIANT... AND I HAVE APPROX. 1HR 17MINS OF JUICE TO LAST ME FOR TONIGHT.
THIS IS FREAKINGLY IRRITATING!!!
i almost had the chance to reconnect with person X whom i said "bye" to about 3 years ago. i had walked pass her, but i did not say hello! oh man, i totally regret it now! i don't know what came over me that stumped me there and then.
maybe it was because she was on the phone and it wasn't nice to interrupt? or was i afraid that she might not recognise me? or was it that i was kinda in a rush, that i had lost my train of thought?
i am so totally regretting it now!!!
*wonder when will be the next time by fate that i will bump into her again?*
current favourite song
Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
Well, I never saw it coming.*
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
-- by Daughtry
i don't know what to blog about.
i have mixed feelings. plenty of them which makes me feel down.
*sigh sigh sigh sigh*
grow growing grew
rrright... weird title for an entry i admit.
some people said i have grown up much in terms of from a playful "kiddy" to a more serious person with a purpose in life.
but i asked myself, "have i really grown up that people see the change in me?" well maybe, since my vision has been affirmed.
so, what or how has my current work helped me grow? am i even growing? what have i accomplished thus far in terms of the initial goal/purpose that i thought i was prepared for?
i really don't know...
am i prepared to hang on and do whatever i am doing at the moment, with some tweaking to the current job scope? or would i be better off just doing what i do best - being a lay leader at Powerhouse+.
honestly, i need time to interact with people. i can't be bogged down with work all the time that i do not have a social life outside of where i am stuck with. at the same time i feel that, by multi-tasking, i tend to lose focus of what my primary role is.
i kinda miss the good ole' days where i can just come and go anytime i like, or be involved in whatever or whenever i can or time permits me to. i feel i am handling too much at one time at the moment. and sometimes, i sense that i am taken for granted 24/7, just cuz i am in charge, anybody can just ring me anytime and get the things they need. seriously sometimes, going to church can be quite a chore at times. which i know that should never never be.
everyday i play a game of hide and seek (imagine indian movies and coconut trees) which is darn ridiculous. facing unreasonable, irrational people is really a pain in the [fill in the blank with what you like].
so, is it time to move on? i think it is about time to do something for myself.
what do you think?
oh Lord, i feel so lost now. am i really prepared to sacrifice what i have now? i really don't know what to do next. the heart is telling me to pursue the vision that came out of nowhere, which i certainly believe that it was You who placed that burden/need in my heart. on the other hand, there are other circumstances which needs decision making.
just give me a sign Lord... i know i am dreaming big about the vision in mind. but without action, the dream will always be a dream. i would like to turn it into a reality...
i know the clock is ticking and i will need to give an answer. *tick tock tick tock*
not the happy, jovial person as before.
rrright... weird title for an entry i admit.
some people said i have grown up much in terms of from a playful "kiddy" to a more serious person with a purpose in life.
but i asked myself, "have i really grown up that people see the change in me?" well maybe, since my vision has been affirmed.
so, what or how has my current work helped me grow? am i even growing? what have i accomplished thus far in terms of the initial goal/purpose that i thought i was prepared for?
i really don't know...
am i prepared to hang on and do whatever i am doing at the moment, with some tweaking to the current job scope? or would i be better off just doing what i do best - being a lay leader at Powerhouse+.
honestly, i need time to interact with people. i can't be bogged down with work all the time that i do not have a social life outside of where i am stuck with. at the same time i feel that, by multi-tasking, i tend to lose focus of what my primary role is.
i kinda miss the good ole' days where i can just come and go anytime i like, or be involved in whatever or whenever i can or time permits me to. i feel i am handling too much at one time at the moment. and sometimes, i sense that i am taken for granted 24/7, just cuz i am in charge, anybody can just ring me anytime and get the things they need. seriously sometimes, going to church can be quite a chore at times. which i know that should never never be.
everyday i play a game of hide and seek (imagine indian movies and coconut trees) which is darn ridiculous. facing unreasonable, irrational people is really a pain in the [fill in the blank with what you like].
so, is it time to move on? i think it is about time to do something for myself.
what do you think?
oh Lord, i feel so lost now. am i really prepared to sacrifice what i have now? i really don't know what to do next. the heart is telling me to pursue the vision that came out of nowhere, which i certainly believe that it was You who placed that burden/need in my heart. on the other hand, there are other circumstances which needs decision making.
just give me a sign Lord... i know i am dreaming big about the vision in mind. but without action, the dream will always be a dream. i would like to turn it into a reality...
i know the clock is ticking and i will need to give an answer. *tick tock tick tock*
not the happy, jovial person as before.
i feel like going on a shopping spree, buying stuff that i want. haha!
some very tempting items are:
-2nd hand PSP @ $280 (17 games included) SOLD
- brand new iPod (which i said i wanted to get it last month)
- xbox 360?
hmmz...
some very tempting items are:
-
- brand new iPod (which i said i wanted to get it last month)
- xbox 360?
hmmz...
i missed the ice skating today. cuz my foot is still in pain. :( went to see the doc and got some medication. at least the pain is not as severe compared to 2 days ago. i can now at least put full pressure on the whole feet. yup...
anyhow, knowing that i can't skate, i still travelled to leisure park. brought my laptop along and went to starbucks and mooch the wireless. haha!! did some work there and msn-ed the "sista", talking bout her pups which will be arriving anytime now. haha!!
she tried asking if i want to keep a dog. but i said that, mom won't want it even though i would like to have one. she said try showing mom photo of jewel. haha! no matter how cute it is, mom still will say no. cuz she won't know what to do if jewel "bombs" 6 pups! it will gonna be a nightmare!! prays that it will just be 3, at max 4. and yay! i will have more doggie fwens the next time i go visit! i hope the pups will not be given up so soon...
oh my, i really cannot wait to hear the good news that the pups have arrived. how funny that it isnt' my dog, but i'm so excited. wahahah!!
let's see, what else is there?! like nothing much... but i've got a new watch from mom. that's about it.
anyhow, knowing that i can't skate, i still travelled to leisure park. brought my laptop along and went to starbucks and mooch the wireless. haha!! did some work there and msn-ed the "sista", talking bout her pups which will be arriving anytime now. haha!!
she tried asking if i want to keep a dog. but i said that, mom won't want it even though i would like to have one. she said try showing mom photo of jewel. haha! no matter how cute it is, mom still will say no. cuz she won't know what to do if jewel "bombs" 6 pups! it will gonna be a nightmare!! prays that it will just be 3, at max 4. and yay! i will have more doggie fwens the next time i go visit! i hope the pups will not be given up so soon...
oh my, i really cannot wait to hear the good news that the pups have arrived. how funny that it isnt' my dog, but i'm so excited. wahahah!!
let's see, what else is there?! like nothing much... but i've got a new watch from mom. that's about it.