i just realised that, there are many things i would love to do but did not have the chance to do so.

play badminton, play the guitar, play the drums, photography, *what else?*

so what if i had received a badminton racket as a christmas present long long time ago? i had no official lessons.

i had once received a classical guitar. what then? i also did not go for lessons.

the only enrichment thingie i recalled attending was gymbobs where i learnt how to do forward and backward rolls.
i remembered there were art classes that i went do. but that didn't help me, cuz i can't draw for nuts.
and there were the once ever popular abacus classes. oh my 天! i remembered attending classes at the RC for a period, then went to a private class. but i always never do homework. it accumulated and accumulated. haha!! but i stilll can remember some of the "formula" from those classes.
oh, i had maths tuition during primary school. and guess what? i also never do tuition homework. i only remembered the one time i did was because teacher say will give me something if i do it. so i did and got rewarded. haha!!

yup... do i have a childhood? i don't think so lehx...

i think people will be surprised to know that i have never gone clubbing, to zouk, mos, st james or any kind of those places before. but that does not mean that i do not drink. i do drink, but at decent places like pubs or chill out places.

what was or am i missing out? i really have no idea. i just want to satisfy myself with the things i did not have or get to do.

i long and yearn for many things.