be thou my vision

i enjoyed myself at camp like never before.
i listened to sermons like never before.
i cried my heart out like never before.
i worshipped like never before.
i prayed like never before.

everything has been great and wonderful this entire week, despite having minimal sleep. worships and sermons slapped me right in the face, made me think alot about what am i seriously doing. testimonies shared were really moving. it is really great to see how God works in lives of the confused and lost.

i thought to myself - what would my life be like if i were a lost sheep out there doing things which are not right? would i be able to feel God calling me back time and time again, so that i can feel his love more than just being a 2nd gen believer? i really do not know, and am unable to paint the image within my head.

i feel so refreshed and i believe it was a good way to end the year for me. cuz i am unsure of when will the next time i get to be at camp for whole 4 nights.