wish list
- a sports backpack
- a black vest
- another pair of boots (probably by Christmas)
- 2 more pairs of jeans + some pants for work
- short trip away (wishes for Langkawi's sun, sand and sea)
does this blog still exist? (",)
moving on in life...
you think that nobody cares. but you should know that i do.
it was not by my choice to leave. you did what you had to do.
i really do miss the times we spent together.
the journey we have taken. good times and bad.
i will always be your guardian angel by your side, hoping that you will do just fine.
missing you everyday...
your monkey face.
rrrright...
the trip that was meant to be, was not meant to be...
the impulse booking of flight tickets, the not knowing what time the flight was then the not knowing when i return was enough to piss me off for a start.
but things had to take a turn when we were all looking forward to it, and were scheduled to depart in a week's time.
nobody's to blame. things just had to happen. it is unforeseen...
we could go proceed as usual, but there won't be mood for anything. of cuz i'm upset, but at the same time understanding about the entire situation. i just don't know what or who i am angry with. but i just want to shut myself away from people.
at times, i just hate my life. why can't for once things go ahead as planned?
why can't it be as per what i tell others about what or where i am headed to?
is my life that jinx?
why God? why?
why can't things be perfect for me just once?
just not in the mood for anything. and i have to pretend.
oh boy... it has been more than 5 months since i last wrote something. but i doubt anybody would be reading it anyway, so it does not really matter.
let's see what have i been up to since my 25th birthday. hmmm... actually nothing much. it has always been work, work, work and more work. haha!!
but i do have my fair share of fun with people. like, brainstorming ideas for 2011 VBS publicity flyer... the final design has been printed, and it looks really nice! i am so proud of it!
what else~ oh, and coming up with the design idea of a t-shirt. God did not give me a gift at drawing, to put my idea onto design on paper. but i conveyed my idea to somebody else who put into design. not quite close to what i had in mind, but the design did capture the elements of my idea. =)
and also, involvement in a relatively new area in ministry. but i have not really sat down prayerfully and ask God, what does He wants the ministry to be working towards.
ideas are at the back of my head, but i just have not put it down in writing and talk to experienced people about it.
alright... time to sleep, get recharged for tomorrow, for it would be a long day~
i wished i could have rested this weekend. but no, have to work~
20 May 2010 - A Special Day With An Amazing God
Alright, the day I turned 25 came and gone by. I spent an awesome, wonderful day which I did not expect to happen.
I was greeted with wet ground and light drizzle when I woke up. One thing on my mind was, "Please not let the weather be like this the whole day..." Well, I was actually more or less prepared for the worst if it were to rain the entire day.
And so I made way down town to meet J. Had breakfast and boarded the bus to Vivo then to RWS. By then, skies there were clear and sunny. Rented a locker to store J's precious for the day. Then walked into Universal Studios. We spent the day there as my birthday gift.
Anyway, throughout the day Mr. Sun did not leave our side. He was shining bright and sunny above us, enabling us to enjoy the day outdoors.
What struck me was that God really knew what I wanted for this special day and He gave it to me. At that point in time, I really felt God's love.
What's really was, it was still drizzling when I got home. My guess, God probably kept the drizzle just at my housing estate, but not where I was at.
God, your love just amazes me this time. I know you are there.